I have not swung golf club until today. I told my self that I will not play golf until either Pompom gets well enough or no longer with me. Well, he is no linger with me ... Few friends from Aldarra asked me come over to have breakfast this morning at the club. They want me to start start not think about Pompom all the time...

I hope Pompom is with Anna in heaven. We got Pompom for Anna, but they did not really get along. I really hope to see them both when I go there. Well, first I have to make sure I am going to heaven.

I am trying to justify (I know there is not need to justify. It was time.) what I did. But still there is big part of me missing. Driving to work, I still kept the towel where Pompom used it. Every time I break, I reach for Pompom to make sure he stays at this seat. I am finding myself doing that. It is gong to take long time ... ...

The image you see above is the picture of "Willie", General George Patton's dog after Patton's death. It is so sad and must have been scarcely for the dog to loose his owner. Also famous "Hachi" lost his owner ... I guess this must be this way. I miss you, Pompom.

I have received a few sympathy messages, cards and flowers. For me loosing Pompom after 15 years is one of the hardest things. But Pompom is a dog. So, I was not expecting those things. Then I realized, they are sent me for my loss. For those who are concerned about me ... I am sad but I will be Okay again. I will n...

He is here with me always.

I am sorry, Tiny, Pompom is not here. I would like to take this posting to say thanks to all the messages I received. I am not replying to each one but I hovered all of it. I am sad that Pompom is no longer with us. I just hope he did not suffer too much and I did not act too late. I know you feel no more pain. I hope I did n...

Today at 3:00pm US Pacific Standard Time, Pompom left us. He went in my arm very peacefully. I will miss him a lot. It feels so empty without him. But we had fun 5,500 days together and 1 day of good bye. That is not a bad statistics. Thank you all for your support. I am sorry I cannot write "I am here!" any more. But...

Pompom started breathing hard when he is on his feet. I have seen this before ... It alway comes and goes. Pompom sleeps quietly when he lie down. I do not what i causing this. It could be number of things and may be combination of the things. It may be caused by - Lymphoma - Tracheal Corrupt - CCNU Chemo Side Effe...

Pompom is starting to eat little. That is a good. I think he is starting to recover from the chemo. I did not like the chemo that made his white blood count low. Pompom has to take anti-biotic at least until Wednesday. I took Pompom to Weat Seattle for a fresh air this morning. Because this is an Esterm there are lots of peopl...