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Just a girl who tries to be a woman, who still plays with toys, who thinks so naive yet low of herself. Just someone who speaks her mind sometimes without even thinking it. A little careless on everything, tries her best although you'd hear her complains...
That's me I guess, I have my pros and cons and I won't change just for anybody, I just hope that you will accept me for whatever I am with an open heart. :)

Stitch

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Yesterday while scouring the malls for Cheap but meaningful Christmas gifts for my college friends I saw a pillow of Scrump, Lilo's doll from Lilo and Stitch, I continued to go on and saw a stuff toy of Stitch. Of all my fascination with Lilo and Stitch I just realized I had no stuff toy of Stitch. Then I realized, Red Stitch, Stitch, the guy I used to like and used to like me, really deserves his name. He is still an amazing friend to me although he has a different girl now. He doesn't treat me like trash. He never did. He's a true gentleman. Something that I battled within me during that time. He's also one of the hottest and cutest guys I've had a "MU" with. That remains to be hot and cute today. I just realized what a pity I let him go. It's only now I realize that.

Well sucks to be me but I'm happy for him. I guess I've only realized this after being traumatized by Cocoa, who means well but is definitely immature in terms of love. I mean in an emo, desperate way. I'm traumatized by him and any in the kind like him. So as of the moment I'm attracted to Ass Holes. I'm sorry for foul language but truly, I know me. I'm frank with me. Even the guy, I like now is an Ass Holes, I still like him. Who knows why. The Challenge? I think I already know I'm going to get hurt. It's just my hope beats all that. I hope to meet someday someone like Stitch who'll respect me, share his beliefs with me and somebody who'll truly love me for me.